Saturday, November 29, 2008

I would really like

I would really like. To be disconnected from most past experiences. Not saying i regret anything... because no one should. But i feel that high school and home should be left where it belongs... in the past. Granted that there are happy moments but they are laced with horrible ones. But being home i have gained some material.

The writing has consisted of where i have been and the apprehension of where i am going. I know reliving the glory days will never satisfy, while reminiscing is entertaining. I know that this band is great. And i pumped to be a part of it.

I am wating for things to go wrong
I was left with the smoking gun
Holding on and being strong
Given up and all i need to do is run
Dig or not dig. I am blacked out.


will be back to work tomorrow.

Much love

m



1 comment:

jade said...

"I am waiting for something to wrong
I am waiting for familiar resolve
I am waiting for another repeat
Another diet fed by crippling defeat
And i am waiting for that sense of relief
I am waiting for you to flee the scene
As if you held in your hand the smoking gun
And on the floor lay the one you said you loved."


death cab much?